TURNING-PART 1

TURNING- PART 1

You made me to make my own decisions, and you gave me a mind to think and understand things. I see a lot and feel a lot too. All the things I see and hear, the things I experience in this world, they shape me, they influence how I view the world and how I choose to live in it.

You made me to remember you, and to forget you too. Sometimes I did forget you, I couldn’t see you and my vision was blur, I was lost. But you helped me remember your love and that you’re always there. Just so I could live again.

My heart, too is different, you don’t force it to love you, you let me choose to love to love you. My heart loves do many things. And yes, sometimes I forget to love you, I forget your love and grace. Do I even know what it feels like? I focus on the world and I see only what is in front of me, I pull away from you and I stop loving you. I break your heart over and over. if someone did that to me would I still love them? But you still love me, you never even stopped.

You chase me but still you let me come on my own, you knew I would pull away and so you keep pulling me back, until I feel your love, until I can taste it.

I need you now, I want you more now, I crave for you more. I want to hear you and feel you and now I want more than I can ever see in this in world. Your more than my eyes can see, and I want you.

How do I go deeper father? I want deeper.

You chase me because I keep running. But now I chase you but you could never run from me. You never stopped loving me even when I forgot you. You don’t stop loving me even when the world does. You gaze is always on me, never distracted like mine. It’s always fixed on me.

You know who you love.

And now I’m not forgetting you anymore, I want you to keep chasing me because I’m not running anymore. I’m here now, surrendering all to you… yes, I am.

Father purify my heart so I know why I purse you. Fill me with kindness and love so my head is cleared and my heart knows what love is.

Father you come from a pure place; you know every piece of me. Now I turn a little bit towards you.

Help me turn even more.

-Kiish

The piece was inspired by a youversion plan, Facing God: Turn Your Heart Over To Him by Gather ministers (Loop/Wire)